Yep, I'm BAAACCCKKK! I can't believe how time has flown by and so much as happened. Many updates need to be shared;

-Our precious Ruby is in dog heaven (I may have already blogged about this but I can't remember!) This was my primary reason for falling off the face of the earth, I guess I am weaker than I thought and I just couldn't deal with this loss
-We sold our house, are building a new one and currently living with my grandparents
-Work has been crazy stressful (this is somewhat normal but it has been even more stressful than average lately)

So, this blog will now not only follow my Ironman journey but will also be a place where I provide house updates too (since this is such an exciting time for us and is going to be our dream house... I can't believe we are so blessed :)

HOUSE UPDATE:
I met with our architect on Friday, had a few very minor tweaks to our plan. The new plans are being redrawn and will be sent to me Mon or Tues for final sign off. After that they will pursue the building permit through the county, which they expect to have by the end of this coming week. Gasp! It is so freakin' exciting! That means that sometime next week they should start breaking ground, hopefully the weather participates and allows for that darn foundation to get poured! I will post pics of the final plan when I get the revised pics from the architect but for now check out our builders website... he does AH-MAZIN' work! www.byaspenhomes.com

TRAINING UPDATE:

Well.. hehehe. Not quite as intense over the last 6 weeks as planned, that was when my "official" program started. Good news is that I am through with packing, moving, etc (which was by the way extremely stressful because TJ was out of town in Kansas City through the most of it). Bad news is that I am behind in my training and that has affected my confidence in my abilities. The one area I have been most consistent in is my swimming - go figure, the area I would consider my weakest. This is sorta good news. Tomorrow I will be coming to the gym first thing in the morning to swim with the triathlon group. Not quite excited about it, more scared to be honest. These are good swimmers, and I am concerned I am going to make a fool of myself. I have been told I am a better swimmer than I think, but I would say my self esteem isn't all that high when it comes to the swimming right now. A few things that I have done to help myself out this week are that I put my training on my Outlook calendar and will treat it like a meeting. I have to remind myself to take one day at a time, otherwise the task at hand can see overwhelming. Secondly, I am going to focus on stable, consistent and 'real' nutrition. My eating habits have been something less than profoundly nutritious. In fact, my diet could be that bad example diet you hear about all the time. Plenty of refined carbs, LOTS of simple sugars, hardly any protein, relatively no vegetables and non-existent water. Basically, its no wonder that I have been feeling like crap.

Today I came into work and made time for a good workout;
*55 minutes on the TM, intervals (because I am too much of a fat ass to run the entire time)
*30 minutes on the bike (I shouldn't be riding the spin bike in place of my tri bike but I needed a success and the extra energy expenditure)


I am honestly so excited about what is to come in our (TJ and my) lives this year, we have so much to look forward to. I don't want to sit out and not enjoy the ride (no pun intended as I have to adjust to spending many hours on my tri bike and trainer), and I don't want to fail. I can't fail. I would regret it so much if I don't buck up and get my shit in order to make this happen. The major stress moments are over (although I know that more will ultimately come and present themselves). The reality is life is not without stress and it is all about priorities. My priorities are: Ironman Training and saving $$$ for the new house (and in the meantime maintaining my relationships :) Here we go... starting this journey again and I'm hungry for it.

I will leave you with this, some random quote I heard:

"A body in motion wants to keep moving, a body at rest wants to remain resting"

So gosh darn true! When I was training for the figure show all I wanted to do was keep moving, I'm looking forward to seeing good progress with my Ironman training, physically, emotionally and mentally.